I remember my mother telling me about a relationship she had before she met my dad. She dated this guy for a couple years, but after a while she found they were in a particular mundane routine. She would get off work, go to his house, and they would just watch TV. Blah. She said to me, "At a certain point, I just realized that I didn't want to sit on the couch eating popcorn and watching TV for the rest of my life."
My time with God has become a little routine lately. Also, I've just finished my third week at my new job. When I was unemployed, I had so much time to just get up in the morning, make coffee, and spend as long as I wanted sitting at the kitchen table with God. In the midst of adjusting to my new schedule, things have felt crazy and I found myself fitting God in whenever I found limited time to do so. Last week I decided to set this Monday afternoon aside to just be with God. Even though my to-do list has eighteen unfinished items on it (plus a few more floating in my head), I gave this afternoon to God. Instead of fitting Him in, everything else is going to fit around Him for a change. He's the center. No plans, just open-ended time
It's been beautiful. Perfect. I can't imagine it being better. This day has been full of worship, open-hearted communication, reassurance, and peace. In order for God to respond to the many things on my mind, I had to give Him the time to speak. As I made some big requests of my Lord, He took my vulnerability and changed it into confidence.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Saturday, March 17, 2012
A Precious Purity
The last couple weeks God has been reminding me daily to see myself through the lens which he sees me. Each time I have asked him what exactly that looks like, he gives me these two words. They've become so important to me I have decided to post these definitions next to my mirror. Words cannot describe how special I feel when I am affirmed by my Creator like this. It makes me stand up straighter as I step into each day with a confidently established identity that comes from the Master of Restoration. The more I talk to God about how he sees me, the more motivated I am to live up to the daughter He created me to be.
What does God see in you that you may overlook on your own?
What does God see in you that you may overlook on your own?
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